The Final

Well everyone it is over. Ten weeks have come and gone. I have met some amazing people this term and have enjoyed being in their class. The support and caring that has been expressed was wonderful and also appreciated. I will miss you all.
I hope everyone succeeds in what ever it is that they are studying to do. I know how difficult it is to have a family, a full time job and school work. I commend you all for pulling it together and doing it. You have lasted the ten weeks, and I think, have done well, so hats off to you. It was a pleasure to get to know you all and I will look for you in future classes when I return.
Again good luck in all your future endeavors and until we may meet again. Stay healthy and happy and get those good grades that I know you can.

Cindy

The end is near

Well we are closing in on the final weeks of this class. My how time goes by so fast. Sometimes I find myself wishing it would slow down just a little so I can actually fell like I am there instead of looking in the rear window and it all passing by. This 10 weeks have been the most challenging for me since I started classes a year ago. And that includes the statistics class I took and didn't think I would pass. I guess stress and broken hearts play a little more on me than statistics. I can't believe all the bad news this term. Not from my class mates but the many family and friends that are a constant in my life. I never expected to grieve for not only a dear friend by also my beloved dog. I am actually taking the dog harder than I could have imagined. Maybe because she was so young and we were so close. I still feel myself tearing up when the normal things we would do are not done and mostly these are everyday things that I would do any how.
I have also decided to take a break from classes. I think I am taking the next term off. I just find that I can not concentrate and have to have some time for me which is long needed. I think that 10 weeks off will rejuvenate me and then I will be able to get down to business and studying again.
I want to thank all my classmates for the support over the last weeks that we have been in class. It was well taken criticism and very much appreciated.
Good luck in all your future endeavors be it in the classroom or life.
Cindy

Farewell

Monday July 5, 2010 I just lost my good friend. My dog of 4 years. She was way too young and such a good dog. I never realized how hard this would hit me. I just want to pick her up, as best I could, and tell her everything will be alright but I never had the chance. She was doing so good and even the vet thought recovery was imminent. But that was not the way is was going to go. You never realize how attached you become to an animal until they are no longer around. I will miss her terribly. I am sorry about this weeks work it just is not happening that well. I promise next week will be better. Till then.....

Now the new week begins

Well we said good bye to a wonderful man on Friday. The words that were expressed were so nice to hear and all so true. I know death is a part of life but as you sit at the service and look around you know deep down in side that one day you will be saying good bye to all the loved ones around you in one way or another and that from that day on life as we knew it is different. Different because a major part of our lives has moved on and the void can never be filled. We know that they are always with us yet the lack of the physical presence is what we mourn for.
Now the last 24 hours my dog of 4 years is so sick. I am so worried we have been at the vet 3 different times and as I write this am getting ready to go back again. I really don't think I will be bringing her home this time though. She is getting worse not any better so I think the best thing is to put her with the vet and hope that in a few days she will be home and just like herself again. So now we start another week and I just can't seem to catch up. Everything for school will most likely be late this week but I am only one person and can only do so much. See you next week I hope with good news. Cindy